I acknowledge my
transgression, says David. If I admit my fault, then you will pardon it. Let
us never assume that if we live good lives we will be without sin; our lives
should be praised only when we continue to beg for pardon. But men are hopeless
creatures, and the less they concentrate on their own sins, the more interested
they become in the sins of others. They seek to criticize, not to correct.
Unable to excuse themselves, they are ready to accuse others. This was not the
way that David showed us how to pray and make amends to God, when he said: I
acknowledge my transgression, and my sin is ever before me. He did not
concentrate on others' sins; he turned his thoughts upon himself. He did not
merely stroke the surface, but he plunged inside and went deep down within
himself. He did not spare himself, and therefore was not impudent in asking to
be spared. Do you want God to be appeased? Learn what you are to
do that God may be pleased with you. Consider the psalm again: If you wanted
sacrifice, I would indeed have given it; in burnt offerings you will take no
delight. Are you then to be without sacrifice? Are you to offer nothing? Will
you please God without an offering? Consider what you read in the same psalm: If you wanted sacrifice, I would indeed have given it, in burnt offerings you
will take no delight. But continue to listen, and say with David: A
sacrifice to God is a contrite spirit; God does not despise a contrite and
humble heart. Cast aside you former offerings, for now you have found out
what you are to offer. In the days of your fathers, you would have made
offerings of cattle - these were the sacrifices. If you wanted sacrifice, I
would indeed have given it. These then, Lord, you do not want, and yet you
do want sacrifice. You will take no delight in burnt offerings,
David says. If you will not take delight in burnt offerings, will you remain
without sacrifice? Not at all. A sacrifice to God is a contrite spirit; God
does not despise a contrite and humble heart. You now have the offering you are to make. No need to
examine the herd, no need to outfit ships and travel to the most remote
provinces in search of incense. Search within your heart for what is pleasing to
God. Your heart must be crushed. Are you afraid that it might perish so? You have
the reply: Create a clean heart in me, O God. For a clean heart to be
created, the unclean one must be crushed. We should be
displeased with ourselves when we commit sin, for sin is displeasing to God.
Sinful though we are, let us at least be like God in this, that we are
displeased at what displeases him. In some measure then you will be in harmony
with God's will, because you find displeasing in yourself what is abhorrent to
your Creator.
Source: The Liturgy of the Hours - Office of Readings
Saint Augustine (354-430) was born at Tagaste in northern Africa, the son of Patricius, a
pagan Roman official and Monica, a Christian. At 17, he went to the university
at Carthage to study rhetoric and literary pursuits. He became interested in
philosophy and accepted the heresy of Manichaeism. He taught at Tagaste and
Carthage for ten years then left for Rome in 373 and opened a school of rhetoric
but left the following year to teach in Milan. His mother, St. Monica, had
prayed relentlessly for his conversion for seventeen years. Then, in Milan,
Augustine was so impressed by the Sermons of St. Ambrose, bishop of Milan, he
embraced the Christian faith with zeal. He was baptized by Ambrose on Easter Eve
in 387.
He abandoned his secular interests and began a community life
of prayer and meditation pouring over the Scriptures and completely reformed his
life. Later in 387, he started back to Africa, and on the way, his mother
Monica died at Ostia. The following year he established a religious community at
Tagaste and began to preach with phenomenal success. He was made Bishop of Hippo
in 396. During the next thirty four years Augustine wrote profusely,
completing some two hundred treatises, three hundred letters, four hundred
sermons and major works in theology and philosophy evidencing a towering
intellect which molded the thought of Western Christianity for a thousand years
after his death.
St. Augustine died at the age of 76 on August 28 during Genseric's siege of
Hippo in 430. Among his best known works are his Confessions, one of the great
spiritual classics of all time; City of God, another classic presentation of
Christian philosophy and history. He is one of the greatest of the Early Church Fathers and
Doctors of the Church. He is considered one of the greatest single intellects the Catholic
Church has ever produced.